"I have often wondered how it is that every man loves himself more than all the rest of men, but yet sets less value on his own opinion of himself than on the opinion of others."
"Nothing, Everything, Anything, Something: If you have nothing, then you have everything, because you have the freedom to do anything, without the fear of losing something."
I wish we had a chance to grow
Because that’s what fucks with me.
I swear I just saw so much potential in you, in us.
We had nothing, yet! That yet!
Like had we had a chance to grow
I swear I could have made you so happy.
I would put the time and effort
To prove to you I’m not one to run games
Or play with your heart
I would make your time so so worth it.
But you’re not ready for all that.
So I had to let it go.
Let what we “could have been” go.
And it sucks.
But I did what I could do.
Left the ball in your court.
I don’t want to walk away
Without a fight
But you’re not giving me much to fight with.
And I don’t give a fuck that we met once
I swear our chemistry was amazing
Like truly on some other.
I vibed with you on a level
Like no other.
It’s like everyone wants to say
“It wasn’t even that long, it wasn’t that deep”
No one said I was in love
Just experiencing something I never had before
And I fucking liked it.
And damn it truly sucks to have to let this go.
Pero that’s what I have to do.
"It’s a terrible thing, I think, in life to wait until you’re ready. I have this feeling now that actually no one is ever ready to do anything. There is almost no such thing as ready. There is only now."
"The only regret I will have in dying is if it is not for love."
Gabriel Garcia Marquez (March 6, 1927 - April 17th, 2014)
I need consistency
"I hope you meet someone who wants to experience you and not just see you by their eyes. Someone who doesn’t only want to have sex with you but moves their fingers over your body like trying to find a city on a world map and mark their favourite destinations. Someone who wants to experience you like a masterpiece. whenever we observe a masterpiece we get the urge to touch it and most of the time we do, involuntarily, because it’s so perfect that we not only want to see it with our eyes and forget it’s details later on because I read somewhere that every time you recall a memory your brain edits it bit by bit so we long to experience it so that each part which contributes to it’s perfection stays with us afterall how scary it would be to forget how perfect you felt. So I hope someone experiences you like a summer breeze stroking your hair, like the warmth of bonfire on a chilly winter night, like the taste of that traditional homemade dish by a mother for her children who’s taste forever lingers in their mouth. I hope you find someone who justifies in treating you like the perfect art you are."
"Light must come from inside.
You cannot ask the darkness to leave;
you must turn on the light."
April of 2008 // March of 2014
hell yeah my 20’s.
Hell yeah you’re entire life. So fucking gorgeous.
"Before I give my body, I must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams. And you weren’t having any of those."
Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath