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Red lipstick makes me feel like I could cut a man’s heart out with a high heel shoe and fucking eat it.

You either know what I’m talking about or you don’t 

whattttt I can’t believe I forgot to do this! 
but let’s see what I come up with!

1. I broke my collarbone once in Ocean City, Maryland
2. I’m obsessed with taking pictures of not only me, but my friends and me too
3. I love writing poems and personal thoughts but I hate writing papers
4. I run two CLAMP related blogs
5. I’m in a sorority
6. I love to dance spanish music!!!!
7. I love watching and reading things that will make me cry
8. I barely ever paint my nails because I suck at it
9. I love driving even though I barely just started
10. I dream a lot and always remember most of them 

As you guys know, my tumblr is very personal. But as of late, I haven’t been posting much.
It is not that I don’t want to share, it is that I haven’t changed much.
I haven’t had any experiences worth writing about or anything.
Also, I’m becoming more selective about the things I share. I don’t want to keep writing about the same old things.
My life is at a constant standstill.
But anyways, on Tuesday I went to OCMD with John until Wednesday.
And everything was fine and dandy, until I ruptured a cyst on my ovary and had to go to the ER.
Thus, ruining everything.
John said that although it hindered our plans, the trip wasn’t ruined and he still had a good time.
I, on the other hand, feel horrible.
I had been looking forward to see him since graduation and when I finally did see him, all this happened!
I couldn’t have been more disappointed.
Obviously, this was unavoidable but I wish it hadn’t happened.
I know we will see each other again, sooner than later, but I guess I had my hopes set way too high during this trip.
But I do appreciate the time we spent together these past three days. (I went over Monday night.)
I missed him so much and it was good to know that I was missed as well.